As it is and will be forever that I need Jesus and God to be with me ...for of all the things that I have been shown, and all the mighty helps I've had of Jesus and of God my father...I still tremble... and it is that I am like unto a little boy, whose father has taken him with him to a place he's never been ...and the little boy trembles ...holding on to his fathers pant leg ...yet his father smiles down upon him and he feels safe and comforted ...still when the little boy looks around he sees all manner of frightening things that he does not understand ...even in the works his father does...
So I give you this plainly, as for me, I must hold on tightly to my father's leg and I know that if I become too scared, he will pick me up and hold me for a while ...that I might even rest upon his neck ...may even sometimes see things from his eye level, and be less scared when he lets me walk beside him again...for I know that as I grow in his Love and Truth, he will teach me to be a man...As to most current things ...as I (of my own thinking) have again been concerned about the few numbers of peoples coming to the sight of God's Truth ...did the Lord minister to me ...and lower the numbers even farther ...and at this I did lament and become sore vexed ...yet even farther did he drop the people sent to the sight ... and in deep heartfelt prayer did I ask the Lord the right discernment of these matters ...for my own thinking was killing me ... and a light blue light appeared over my bed and the comfort of my fathers spirit did bring me peace ...for he did not desire me to be zealous for the Word ...as if it would be by my own that anything be accomplished ...and this he showed me was for my peace, that I be not disquieted and take upon myself the error of my own thinking ...and gently he did show me that he would bring all to the sight as was pleasure to him ...and in this I had peace ...even did the Lord take me to a vast stadium filled with people ...and said "of all of these ...few" ...and I saw a room filled with people as a measure of those ...that he had chosen ...to bring to and open the sight of ...
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