It came to pass that a miserableness came over me ...from mine own thinking and understanding ...and i weighed matters ...that God and Christ have given me ...that any thing might be accomplished ...of mine own understanding ...or thinking ...and i was woesome before God and Christ ...over these matters ...
and i did not lay matters at my Lords feet ...but tried ...tried to stand on my own thinking ...and say why so Lord this ?? or that bthis matter should be accomplished this way ...or that ...and my own reasoning ...and looking at things with worldly eyes ...began to wax worse in me ...till the worldly works began to trouble my heart ...thinking that i should ...do ...do something ...other than what God and Christ allowed ... in
and it was a grievious thing ...within in ...within ...with and in me ...as mine own thoughts ...which i "thought" were worthy ...made within me my own will ...and mine own will ...against Gods will was shown me ...and i began to murmmer and complain in my mind ...yet Christ held my heart in his hand ...
and He said ..."i can't talk to you when your like this "...
and i received it ...knew it ...and He measured ...my heart and showed me that within me ...i was a man of activity and that for this cause ...i might stray outside the will of God ...no knowing ...least this miserableness comes and warns me ...against doing ...going ...or performing things ...of mine own thinking ...
and again He had mercy on me ...and brought back to rememberance ...even as children are ...when they be "in" volved ...in an exciting activity ...then it is hard to get their attention ...
even likewise ...we as men or women ...get involved ..."in" volved ...in looking and doing things according to our own understanding ...and most time considering worldly consequence ...and worldly gain ...minds being as such ...we can not hear the voice of God or Christ ...for they can't talk to us when we "get an attitude"...
likewise ...likeunwise ...is the same ...save more ..deadly ...if we take upon us worldly beliefs ...and that so strong ...that Neither God nor Christ can speak to us ...
it is like attitude ...is altitude ...where one might "think" his own thinking ..believing ...is soooooooo worthy ...high up (altitude) ...that it be parallel with the will of God ...or least unwise ...yea even God and Christ should consider it ! ...woe ...
Now as for our own "thinking" and attitude ...being parallel...worthy before God and Christ ..yet not ! ...
measure 666 shown in the New Testament warnings ...and the ONLY other place it is found ...in the Old Testament ...as they leave Babylon ...as the number of a man ...Adionicam ...meaning from the Hebrew ..."parallel with God" ...plain and simple ...
as these by ..buy ..their own thinking and heart ...do see themselves ..and take it upon themselves to be this way ...in mind ..in forehead ...and in "hand" do they do the works of it .. that is the beastly will of man ...outside the will of God and Christ ...
who have taken it upon themselves to whorship their own thinking and works ...and by witch ...buy witch ...these bring the earth to utter destruction ...
save God and Christ well have mercy on those that DO NOT WHORSHIP ...the beast ...as it is given even as it is written ..
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