And measures and matters of The Truth of the "time" we are in ...how "man" ..."thought to change time and times ...Dearly beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, how that one day is with the Lord, as a thousand year, and a thousand year as one day. The Lord is not slack to fulfil his promise, as some men count slackness: but is patient to us ward, and would have no man lost, but would receive all men to repentance.
I have had two dreams in my life that I felt with every being was a message for my soul to heal and it did. But today I would just like to share one.
First of all I would like to say I am not a very religious person. I studied God in my childhood a lot more than I do now. Not because I have given up faith as a matter of fact I have more. I do not go to church much anymore because I am a solitude person and I like my privacy very much. It has nothing to do with not wanting God in my life. He is more with me now than ever.
Anyways to get on with this story, I lost twins while giving birth a few years back and it hit me hard. I was delusional but yet sane if that makes sense. I was loosing it and did not know what to do. I would vision them needing me, crying cold and wet and so young out there where know one knows. Unreachable to flesh, I almost went insane with the need to save them and comfort them. I prayed and prayed and cried alone so many days. I was going to loose it I knew it. I needed some way go to the unknown to get my babies. It was crazy, I was crazy. But yet I seemed somewhat normal to others.
One night I dreamed I was in a room with nothing but walls, very high ceiling and one small window way up above. I saw two silhouettes facing each other behind the window and the light on the window looked orange. My thought was if I broke that window, so much light would come through there I would not be able to stand it. I reached my hands up from bed and I wanted to go. I did not care why it just felt so peaceful like I belong there. It felt like a flowing of water but the water instead was a feeling of love and peace very calm. Then I looked beside me and my husband was there lying beside me, he looked cold and grey that it shocked me. I knew I could not leave him. I still had things to take care of here. When I looked back to the window I woke up and the first thought in my mind was Jesus. Awake I felt a fraction of the feeling behind that window and it soothed my worries and my soul. I knew it was a message that they were okay and they were with Jesus. No one can tell me other wise what this might mean because I know what is in my heart. My heart was healed from the torment.
Now I have been married for 19 years and have 4 beautiful children. I’m not sad anymore because I know one day we will meet up.
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